Monday, December 26, 2011

Don't you want a poem


that will just

give it to you


that will undo your

fastenings with its teeth


and


lay you

out like it was murdering you

when really it was making you live?


After the reading is done

it will take maybe twenty minutes

for you to be able to move again

just lying there with the volume

spread open


on your chest: its cover,

jacket removed, moving

in time with your breath


A poem where

afterward you need a cigarette

to escort you back to the world

outside its lines because you

came that close to forgetting

that people had needs at all


And maybe the next morning

when you come back

to its pages the passion

will have dwindled some


it will seem somehow tired

in the light, its

movements and print both

a little less bold


But when you read it

(now at your desk

with your glasses on)

it still reads you back

with a tenderness

and understanding

that was absent in

the lustful evening


and you will maybe think

it's better that way: to be

who you are in its company, to have

the poem see you hungry and wanting

but still know exactly what to say.


Sunday, December 18, 2011

For Carl Dennis

From 1974 to 2004

you wrote in some bright room

that I never saw the light of.


Thirty years. So much of my

lifespan spent with your fingers

in ink and I never read

a word of it.


Not even today in the library

when I ran my fingers down

the spine of your dust

jacket and then walked

out the door.


I know

I am ungrateful not

to give you my time.

A few odd hours in

recompense for a

whole life of

work


But it comforts me enough

to think that you're out there:

you and others like you

rubbing sleep from aging

eyes just trying to say

something. To think

that after all

of those pages,

one of you is bound

to have hit on something

that will save me, something I

just haven't got around to reading yet.

Twilit

In the street, children gather bits

of sidewalk chalk from their day

spent painting the town.


I am sitting on a friend's porch

satisfied by the early evening breeze

when they call for me to lie


on my back

in the grass.


They have ground the remnants

of their chalk in a bucket

that last week they were using

to wash neighbor's cars for money


They laugh as they spread

the dust over me, and then

leave

as I remain there

the color of the twilit sky

supine on the floor of the city.