I have seen how we grow cross eyed in classrooms
and am concerned with how little most of us
grin when we kiss. Where are the ones we left
in backseats of our mother's station wagons
fumbling for the braclasp of the world?
Please touch one another more.
In exceptionally public and overcrowded places,
demonstrate that affections exist that are beyond
the scope of our control. I will not be offended
by your tactlessness. It does not matter to me
if you are unattractive. My heart has been beating
at a concerning rate since Sunday, but I believe
that the way it touches the roof of my ribcage
is affectionate so I am keeping myself on this diet
of coffee and nicotine. If I have a stroke,
please call my mother.
Ladies and gentleman, I am ill suited to the bluelight
of the television and its thick film of noise.
My yelling days have passed and now the only place
I am interested in being loud is bed. I am not embarrassed to admit
that I still have faith in poetry and its quietude,
the manner in which it compels me to stop for
a moment and admire its self-certainty
like a pretty thing in heels
whose pendulum sway somehow distills
the screeching motion of the world.
Most of us have been writing about a feeling that can
only be communicated through the touching of lips, but
after a long day I still want someone to read to me as
much as I want sex and a glass of whiskey.
Boys and girls of America, there is nothing
unstylish about being genuine. I had
two drinks before writing this because I find
the idea of your judgment terrifying. Still,
I want the best for all of us. If I had your names
in my address book, you, collectively, would be
the first on my dinner party invitation lists.
I spend most of my time alone wishing to be disarmed
by your honesty.
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